♥ ♥ You are AWESOME ♥ ♥

Lets face it. Some days just fucking suck. I am having one of those days.

I feel like there is an image that comes with being a spiritual person that isn't necessarily representative of a lot of us. That image being a peaceful, collected, totally zen individual who goes to yoga and meditates religiously and drinks wheat grass juice everyday for breakfast. I don't know about you, but this doesn't describe me at all. I couldn't be farther from it. Sometimes I get insecure about my vices. Living in a small spiritual city doesn't help either. Sometimes I can't help but feel judged. Maybe this feeling is coming from my own insecurities, maybe not.

But fuck that.

None of you should ever be ashamed or insecure about where you are on your path. Honor your journey! We are all at different places. This is about you. I have come to realize that the ascension process is an arduous one at best. Changing your life takes time. This is not easy work and it is not for the faint of heart. You are awakening while most of the world stays asleep, and that is an incredibly difficult weight to take on. We have responsibilities now. We have a mission. That doesn't mean that over night we will magically turn into a light warrior with perfect health and virtue. We all have cleaning up to do. Take your time.

Recognize that this is a re-learning experience. I find myself getting so overwhelmed because I feel like enough isn't happening, or that I'm not doing enough. I so desperately want all of these changes and abilities to appear over night. That's not how its going to be for most of us. We have to work on it. We have to build a new routine that supports our developing gifts and talents. Over the last two years, I have dramatically changed my lifestyle. This involved overcoming huge feats including a decade long problem with drugs, food, and self-worth. It has been quite a journey, and its no where near from over. My point is, I'm working on it every day. I am not the idealized image of a spiritual woman. I am, however, pretty fucking awesome. You are too! Recognize it and be proud of yourself!

You are changing the world. You are participating in a galactic event that will change life as we know it on Earth and throughout the entire universe. 

So, go forth and keep kicking ass. You're doing great. 

A thousand space kisses and many blessings,

Zenny 

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 ♥ Zenny 

Reminder: what you are doing really matters!

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Its not easy being a multidimensional, luminescent being stuck in this dense world!  Sometimes I catch myself thinking, "why do I have to have a job? Why must we work? This is so silly, I just want to fly through space with my space fam." I've been on the hunt for a second job here in Asheville where they are definitely not aplenty, so I've been thinking about this a lot lately.

We all chose to live here on 3D Earth, lets keep this in mind. I have to remind myself of that often. Its so easy to get caught up in Earth drama- especially because we were erased of our cosmic memory upon birth here. The unfortunate truth is, we all have to make a living. Most of us will not use our galactic knowledge, gifts and sensitives and build a business around it. I have much respect and admiration for those who can do this successfully! Its not for everyone, though. So how can the rest of us make it through the work day?

 I am currently a full time waitress. I also have a bachelors degree that I can't seem to want to do anything with. I get asked a lot, "why are you doing this?". Well, I do enjoy it. I love talking to strangers! People are so interesting. I learned a long time ago that I don't have to have a spiritual business to reach people in that way. I found that I don't even have to talk about anything spiritual in nature, either. After all, I do live in the bible belt. It is probably a topic best left alone while I'm at work. But this is the beautiful thing about energy! If you are being genuine and true to your mission, you will affect people simply by being in their presence. Being happy, helpful and always showing gratitude is just enough. After all, at the very core of it all, Spirit is Love. Be loving and kind to all that you encounter, and you are on the right path! Let Spirit take it from there.

There is an awesome passage in Bringers of the Dawn, by Barbara Marciniak that I always reference back to when I am feeling bad about work:

 "Your assignment is to carry information and to evolve yourself to the highest capability within the human form. When you do this, you cannot help but affect multitudes. You may feel that your particular occupation is not on a grand scale- say, for instance, you are a waitress. Remember, things are not what they appear to be on the outside, and everyone you come in contact with is affect by your vibration."

Keep this in mind when you are struggling to get through the work day. What you are doing does matter, even if you don't think that it is. You are far more powerful that you even realize! Think about it. Your existence is changing the world. Carry that with you everyday and rock it!

Much love and many blessings ♥ 
Zenny

Accelerate!

I've been waking up like this a lot. Early, restless, curious & anticipating. I catch myself wondering when things are going to change. I have been trying. I feel like I've been trying. But then again, I also feel paralyzed. Sometimes I feel so stifled by fear I forget that all I have to do to turn my day around is do something different. Changing the way we feel so quickly isn't easy, but changing our environment is. Go outside. Look at something pretty. Talk to someone different. I know this. I still don't utilize it like I know I can. I feel like I have been stuck in the same routine, the same profession, the same habits for such a long time & now that I have moved to a different state I find  myself still wanting to do the same things even though they don't make me happy. Routine can make you happy for a while because it feels safe. When we are scared, that primal instinct kicks in. Get to safety right fucking now. There is nothing safe feeling about where I am at now. Does this mean I should resist change? Absolutely not.

Change is terrifying and exhilarating at the same time. Its like going on a roller coaster blind-folded and backwards. But I'm telling you all this right now...we do not have time to be scared. We do not have time to be stagnant.  This is IT. We've waited lifetimes to get to this point. Its finally here! No cowering in our homes any longer. We must be active. We must participate. This is our calling. This is our mission. There's no turning back now. And why would you want to? No more suffering. No more pain. The Golden Age is on the cusp of our world, and we must welcome it home!

I felt guided to open up one of my favorite books, Bringers of the Dawn by Barbara Marciniak. Our brothers and sisters of the Pleiades tell us:

"You have come to alter and remove the frequency of limitation and to bring in the new frequency of information. When you are informed, you move beyond the need to be in fear. When you feel uninformed and out of control, you do not understand the bigger picture. Each of you came to awaken something inside yourself, inside the coding of your being-the DNA-and you are responding to it. This is why you are on a search in all directions of your life... 

Eventually, when you alter, carry, and maintain your own frequency, you will vibrate differently and affect everyone around you. They will feel the availability of this frequency alteration, which will then move like a wave around the planet...this new frequency is all knowledge, light, and information. It is called being taken out of bondage...you are coming into light." 

We are so used to the feeling of limitation, that without it we feel uneasy, unstable. When you feel like this,  ride it out. There is such an huge influx of energy coming in right now. Ride it like a wave. Utilize it. These are trying times, but we are here and we are doing it. Don't give up! Don't give in. When you feel like you're not doing enough, remember that you're doing much more than you realize when you allow yourself to live by and be guided by the heart.

"State of mind is the name of the game here. We cannot emphasize that to you enough: how you feel about reality and how you program reality is how you are going to respond to it or how it is going to present itself to you. That is why we say,' Go for it! Be outrageous! Do what excites you! Do the impossible!' You can do it. You can do whatever you want to do. You will transform your world no matter what state the world is in."  

So there you have it, be courageous! You are much more brilliant and strong that you remember. This ain't your first rodeo, and this isn't your time to be a victim. You are a leader, a game changer, and a carrier of light. Will you accept your mission?